my last words to you

I dont know if we'll ever meet again, I dont know if we'll ever see the sky together again, I dont know if we'll ever see each other in the eyes and see our souls kissing in the middle of the night, I just know that today I feel like feeling you in my life.
You amazing woman, incredible lover and beautiful human being I can only say to you I Love You!
I am sorry for all that suffering I caused, I am sorry for how things turned out, I just want to scream to the sky and ask why it had to be this way. I finally know what you want and I finally know what you need, and it's surely not me. I dont blame you, nor have anything against you. I doubt myself if I will ever find someone as amazing as you. I just want to be surprised and proved to be wrong! And if someone do, I wish it would be you!!!
I am leaving you now, I wont be reaching you again beacause it aint taking me anywhere. I found the love of my life and now the only thing I can wish for is believing there is more than one, or else I'll be drown in my tears.
I really want you to know that I LOVE YOU and that I still dream that WE is still possible.
I really wish you find what you are looking for and reach that happiness you've been seeking ever since. I wish you find someone who can make you feel the happiest woman in the universe even if it kills me thinking of it.
I sure dont want you to regret anything you've decided and done in your life, but deep in my heart I feel like wishing someday you realize I am not that bad for you, but I guess is just a selfish thought, who knows, I might not be your best option and I still dont know it.
I think I am a good person and I've been nice in life, so I dont think my life has to be a love tragedy play. From now on, I will work in being the happiest person alive and PLEASE if someday you kick off your wall against me and take your spiderwebs off me PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE call me, I promise I'll get in line and wait for my turn for conquering your heart.
Too bad I cant wait for your call, it might never happen but if it do, I just wish it is not too late....*
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roma mio et mao

I never walked away, guess I have just walked through and now that I am out I wont stop running ever again...
PS.
I still believe it is impossible to break, hide or create something as strong as what we builded, and I honestly believe that LOVE CAN THE IMPOSSIBLE, I just think our minds are smarter enough to mess it up and create conflicts. I dont know, I might be wrong, and who knows maybe deep in your heart you might have realize I am not the one and you are not brave enough to admit it. If so, I guess this is just crap, thank god I've finally decided to move on!

If only I could own a star, so everytime you look in the sky I could be in your mind....
I just...................